This semester is almost finished, but I just don't feel like school is worth it anymore.
I go to a school in Langley, BC. I'm in my 4th year of University. This will be second last semester, or last full semester (got a summer semester with two classes). I'm sick and feeling miserable, it's 3:41 in the morning.
I know I'm almost done, but my body is aching, my mind is hurting, I don't know if I can give anymore.
I suppose it would be a good time to pray and send an e-mail to my teacher telling him that I won't be in class today.
I am currently working on an assignment about Graves' disease, which is named after a guy with the last name Graves. It's a crappy disease where the antibodies in one's body malfunction to create too much hormone in the thyroid gland. These hormones control the metabolism of one's body. If there is such an increase in the hormones of a person, a person's metabolism will increase, causing numerous symptoms and side effects. The most noticeable physical change is the goiter. It is where it seems like the gland grows out and it looks like the throat has increased in size.
How do you give everything to God when everything is so busy and seemingly pointless to you?
How do I find God? I hear that finding God is not a feeling. I wish it were because then I would be certain God was here right now. Why is everything so tough?
Why can't i remember people's names sometimes? why am I always tired?... why am I working my butt off just so I can rest before more work? what is this wheel that I run on? when will it stop.., when will it end?
There always seems to be that time in the year when I go to bed and my heart starts to pound fanatically as I think about the things I still need to do.
I don't like stress; who does?
According to my psychology course though.. creating tension instead of avoiding tension is the move to maturity. That makes sense; however, swamping one with too many things he or she cannot undertake is probably more of a sign of immaturity.
